The New Year

I haven't been updating my blog at all. Wonder isit because I am lazy or I am just plain busy.

Anyways! It is finally the New Year and I have just celebrated my birthday, or rather, passed my birthday without much celebrations.

However, I don't feel very excited nor happy for this new year.

I have a strong feeling that I am going to get booted out of my workplace. My boss is giving me some mixed signals and, well, it is affecting my mood quite abit.

Seriously, I wonder whether isit wise to seek my boss's view on this topic.

Will she answer me truthfully? Or will she just give me a random answer just to give me some satisfaction? hmmm...

Things between us have not been going on very smoothly.

I don't know why but he said I am changing and I feel that he is changing. Both of us are just too stubborn to give in to either one.

I don't know what is wrong actually. I just don't feel secure at all. I feel like I am on my own most of the times because he doesn't understand where I'm coming from.

He says he is changing. I hope he'll really do it.

I guess this is the period of feeling crappy for this year.