Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry xmas everyone!!!! =)

okie. i'll update say...

next wk?!

till then.. GOod nitey!!!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

August's Entry

Alright alright, I had totally miss out July's entry. Well, I guess the mood just sets in today at work ( as usual ). I need to update my blog!!!

After attending an one day attachment in a childcare center, I just don't understand why do teachers have to speak to children in mandarin all day long. Isn't english supposed to be our first language? People there ain't as friendly as I though they'll be too. Toddlers are crying yet they told me to leave them alone. I was being evaluated by a secretary rather than the principle or english head. That was how much respect I earned from them.

Thus, Night safari is definitely a much better place to dive in rather than the childcare education line. This is all concluded from my own personal perspective.

School's starting in just a couple of weeks and I'm rather nervous about it. I haven't been studying for the past almost 2 years and I believe that the sudden increase of workload in school will definitely freak me out. I pray that the programmings involved will not cease the functionality of my body. =(.

However, I do look forward to starting school to a certain extent. Imagine all the learnings of designing will soon flow my brain and the feeling will be AWESOME! =)) Anyways, i do miss being a student. Being a student will just guarantee me more benefits.

Recently, my dear pokey just had a new brother! His name is Furby. I'll upload the pictures when I load them from the camera. They're so absolutely adorable! Pokey is a short coat while Furby is a long coat. Pokey is Furby's elder brother and both of them seek each other for comfort. With that fact, I am comforted.

I'm not sure why, but after he started working, he does gets pissed at times. I understand it must be due to the workload and stuffs, however, he just ain't the same as he was before. Maybe it's because I threw too much 'stunts' on him till he can't be bothered anymore. It became just part and parcel of life. At times, I'm getting into my depression mood but who will know anyway? I don't want to be weak thus I guess I just have to be nonchalant about it.

Okie, let me whine abit more.

I do not know how to solve the problem as I made him pissed due to small matters, eg. talking in a tone that is 'okie to me however it sounds like im unhappy with him'. He doesn't really try to make me as happy as he would in the past anymore. I believe the same applies to me. Feedback from his side states that I'm not as concerned as I were in the past.

Maybe I guess it's time to just let loose abit. Afterall, he is working in retail line and retail line = more partying, meeting lots of hot pretty girls, more late nights with friends and lesser time to accompany me.

The more I type, the more I feel like crap. Maybe to the extent of crying again? Ha. That's what i do most of the times anyway.

Man it's an emo entry.

Till then,
Toodies!

Monday, June 22, 2009

The Crazy Month

I have totally no time, or rather, am lazy to update my blog due to the fact that I am working daily due to the june holidays. =( what a sad life.

I am typing my inventory list and yawning away when a friend on msn asked about my blog. Thus, i remembered that i had not updated it at all. Great. What good memory I have now.

I got a guinea pig named Choco. He is fat, greedy, noisy and adorable. He only allow you to touch him if you were to have a piece of lettuce with you.

Spots the newt is as usual, as quiet as she can be. After adding the gravel to her tank, she wants to be out of the water as much as she can. She will act silly occasionally but she's still adorable. =)

A new pet shop had just opened behind the school and they have all these awesome dogs wandering about.

Man am i tired. =_="

I reeks of instant noodles smell and I want my off days so badly. =(

Mr Corny had finally gotten another job after his adventurous 2 days at cortina. Phew. =X

Saturday, May 16, 2009

The fifth month.. and running

As I am updating my blog for the fifth month in the running, I am actually working on my ultra awesomely cute mini dinosaur theatre as well.

I have a T-rex, a purple Flying Pterodactyl Dinosaur and many trees and grass. All comes together with a huge baby diaper box.

Frankly speaking, I am really proud of my work. Okie, but it's only 50% done. =(


My Awesome working table



My Awesome Mini Theatre! ROAR!!!!!!


Well, work had been busy busy busy, as usual. Updating of website ar, do mailers ar, keep check of logistics ar, admin work ar.. man. driving me nuts. =_=". I just that people just don't really take notice of my talents in certain areas and tend to turn a deaf ear to it. However, of course it beats working at night safari , the place where all animals are either running away or playing with weird stuffies on stage.

AT LAST! My dear mr corny had found a job! YAYNESS. It definately means more free clothes from now on, maybe till the day when I earn 5k a month. Wahahahaha!

Okie, there's already a whole long list of things i want to do after you get your pay. We shall strike off the activities slowly one by one.

1. eat at Taos!
2. SHOPPING! MUST DO!
3. Sentosa!!
4. hmm.. Clubbing?
5. erm.. hmm.. More clothes?
6. prawning
7. go overseas!

And for myself.

1. New AWESOME hp
2. New averagely AWESOME mp3
3. More shoes, clothes, lingerie. whatever
4. tatttoooooooo!!
5. some secret animal on the loose
6. MOST imptly, lose some blob.

Well, besides all of those stuffs, i THINK im starting school in september at MDIS majoring in digital media. Finally, a MEDIA school. Or rather, a place where offer Degree in media studies. I am so sick of looking for schools to settle my huge arse in. (=_=")

And lastly, IM INTO LADY GAGA!! p-p-p-p-p poker bleahz!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The April Entry

Right now, I am sitting at my workplace, staring into blank space. Thus i decided to just update my blog.


I had been shopping during my off days and i just spent half of my pay just like that. I thought that was insane. I got a new toy for Duke and i think he hates it when i try to snatch from him. He'll actually will growl and try to bite me with his miserable teeth. Afterwards, I'll just leave it at the sink and my dear corny will actually pamper him and give him back the bone again. Seriously, this ain't gonna work out when we're training the dog!


I had actually quit from the pathetic night safari and went on with a children art school. I can actually teach from now on! Frankly speaking, it is exciting but when the date of the classes are nearing, i just hope that i won't have to teach. I kindda got a phobia about small kids not responsing ( which happens all the time ). Guess it's time to buy some sweets.


Well, after i got into this job, i really spend much lesser time with corny as compared to the past and he had been spending more time on his psp and his 2 new acquired 'gf'. i know it's silly to get jealous over this but i guess im just not used to it since i 'USED' to spend all my time with him. Ha! =X


One good thing is that both of our injuries are healing pretty quick and there ain't any serious complications, so that's good. I can't stop peeling the dead skin because they just amaze me! Thus, my patch of dead skin is pretty much clear up as compared to corny.


All in all baby, i still love you la you bloody idiot.


Alrighty then, it's time to head back to work. I just sweep the floor of my dead skin again. GROSS! ha.




Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Reply to Baby'C

Hey baby,

I finally saw what you meant by 'updating' my blog. Haha!

Those tag messages are sweet and, of course, I'm touched.

Same in my situation, you know that I am worried about the change in my working hours at eleen's place yet I have to leave the current place due to shitty reasons. But baby, you did assure me that things are going to work out fine too right? Well, people invented the handphone for a reason thus even though both of us are working, we can still stay in contact. However, I do realise that the times spent at your place will be much lesser and it also means lesser time with Duke and Pui Pui.

Though I am worried, but obviously, I think this should not really affect us that bad because this kind of situations will hit us eventually as I want to go back to studying and my parents want me to have a day job.

The fact that we can't imagine is because we meet each other daily! For 2 whole months! Which I think is awesome. =)

But don't worry, this minor obstacle will not affect us if we are willing to stay together. Don't forget what your granddad say man!

Alright, I'm heading to bed. Meeting you tomorrow too. Our last day of late night. LOL!

I'll update my monthly thingy soon.

Lights Out... ZZzz

Monday, March 2, 2009

Sweets

Well, I just have the feeling of adding a new entry to my blog at like 4.48am in the morning. So here goes!

Work had been suxy. It's so bad till I don't even feel like going to work anymore. Well, basically, i don't look forward to working and I'm not motivated to work by the people there anymore. Especially the fattest bitch there. They are just such a turn off. A major one though.

Corny and I are doing great, or rather, AWESOME! ha! I'm feeling happy that things are going well and my parents had actually agreed to meet him.

A note to the maize in my life:

I'm really happy to meet the first 'gay' guy whom I actually fell for. Well, it's rather amazing how things actually turned out the way that it currently is. I still remember the first time we met when I thought that you're a gay and no way will I ever be with such a person. However, to my surprise, you actually became the magical guy in my pathetic life who made me comforted. To be honest, I do not have the feeling of you suddenly MIA-ing on me or doing any stupid things to make me pissed off or whatsoever. I never had the fear of waking up one day or after a day of work and not able to see you waiting for me by your bike and smiling at me.

I'm sorry if I'm not able to reassure you on this relationship. I know that it totally suxs not to be able to have like a warranty for anything and you're just commiting yourself without knowing what the future holds and stuffs. Well, obviously, I sux at talking about such issues in front of you, so i'm just gonna like type it out here or something.

Being able to be with you and realising that you're actually a man is the happiest thing to happen to me after almost 2 suxy years of my life. With this statement, I can proudly say that, I'm definately going to put in more than 100% of my effort to make this thing work. Of course, both of us are still human at the end of the day and we do have mood swings. Pardon me if i were to be a bitch most of the times and naggy. At times, I'm just insensitive. So, im so so sorry if i were to offend you like BIG TIME.

I'm afraid to lose you. Yes i DEFINATELY am. Losing someone close overnight is a horrible thing to happen. It happened to me before and I won't want that to repeat again. You need assurance but I wasn't able to provide so, I'll just let time do the talking then =). I believe it will be enough.

Okie ba, I think I'm starting to be heading to lalaland because it's already like 5.12am. Man, I took so long to do a blog nowadays. Im getting old. CRAP.

O ya, by the way, thank you for picking me up after work without fail. It's something that no one actually did it without fail before. =))

Love ya lots baby, Muackies.

Lights Out. Zzzzz

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Time for da LOVE!

Today is post Valentine's Day and I must say that this year, Valentine's Day is rather special for me.

Firstly, Corny picked me up and we made our way to Aden's place. Secondly, we went to Sheng Song to get the ingredients for the dishes.

Today, Corny and Aden are cooking for me and Jamie. Seriously, that is COOL! Guys are hardly in the kitchen anyway.

So there we go, the guys in the kitchen and the ladies in the living room. Jamie and I were like so wondering what to do. TV's boring, Net's boring. Thus, Jamie suggested watching DVD.

After a long wait of 2.5 hours, the guys were finally ready! Seriously, I was so anticipating to it as I was FAMISHED!

Dinner's great! It consist of a boney piece of salmon, black pepper chicken, smashed fries, broccoli and mushrooms, burnt garlic bread, hotdogs, toufu with minced meat, corn, mushroom filled meatballs in tomato sauce and some chilli scrambled eggs.

It's AWESOME man. Well, it is because it's home cooked and it's by guys who actually love us and went through the heat and everything just to make the ladies happy and full. =)

I really appreciate the Valentine's Day gift I got today. It's special.

Thanks Corny. I love ya.

=)

Friday, January 2, 2009

It's finally the New Year!! woohoo!!

Well, i'm back at the night safari and days are getting great! =)

New Year resolutions have to be fulfilled man and i'm ABIT proud to say that I had accomplished whatever i have to by the age of 20. Rather old but i still believe that it is an achievement. =) I even managed to get a tan before the new year!

I'm turning 21 by next week and this totally suxs. But heck, just enjoy my life for now. As the saying goes, once you turned 21, you start to age fast. I guess I'll find myself looking like an old hag soon. Sighs. Major sadness.

It's also time to head back to school. I haven't been studying for the past one year! WOW! =)

Now i just can't wait for my piercing to heal. =)