Hey baby,
I finally saw what you meant by 'updating' my blog. Haha!
Those tag messages are sweet and, of course, I'm touched.
Same in my situation, you know that I am worried about the change in my working hours at eleen's place yet I have to leave the current place due to shitty reasons. But baby, you did assure me that things are going to work out fine too right? Well, people invented the handphone for a reason thus even though both of us are working, we can still stay in contact. However, I do realise that the times spent at your place will be much lesser and it also means lesser time with Duke and Pui Pui.
Though I am worried, but obviously, I think this should not really affect us that bad because this kind of situations will hit us eventually as I want to go back to studying and my parents want me to have a day job.
The fact that we can't imagine is because we meet each other daily! For 2 whole months! Which I think is awesome. =)
But don't worry, this minor obstacle will not affect us if we are willing to stay together. Don't forget what your granddad say man!
Alright, I'm heading to bed. Meeting you tomorrow too. Our last day of late night. LOL!
I'll update my monthly thingy soon.
Lights Out... ZZzz
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
Sweets
Well, I just have the feeling of adding a new entry to my blog at like 4.48am in the morning. So here goes!
Work had been suxy. It's so bad till I don't even feel like going to work anymore. Well, basically, i don't look forward to working and I'm not motivated to work by the people there anymore. Especially the fattest bitch there. They are just such a turn off. A major one though.
Corny and I are doing great, or rather, AWESOME! ha! I'm feeling happy that things are going well and my parents had actually agreed to meet him.
A note to the maize in my life:
I'm really happy to meet the first 'gay' guy whom I actually fell for. Well, it's rather amazing how things actually turned out the way that it currently is. I still remember the first time we met when I thought that you're a gay and no way will I ever be with such a person. However, to my surprise, you actually became the magical guy in my pathetic life who made me comforted. To be honest, I do not have the feeling of you suddenly MIA-ing on me or doing any stupid things to make me pissed off or whatsoever. I never had the fear of waking up one day or after a day of work and not able to see you waiting for me by your bike and smiling at me.
I'm sorry if I'm not able to reassure you on this relationship. I know that it totally suxs not to be able to have like a warranty for anything and you're just commiting yourself without knowing what the future holds and stuffs. Well, obviously, I sux at talking about such issues in front of you, so i'm just gonna like type it out here or something.
Being able to be with you and realising that you're actually a man is the happiest thing to happen to me after almost 2 suxy years of my life. With this statement, I can proudly say that, I'm definately going to put in more than 100% of my effort to make this thing work. Of course, both of us are still human at the end of the day and we do have mood swings. Pardon me if i were to be a bitch most of the times and naggy. At times, I'm just insensitive. So, im so so sorry if i were to offend you like BIG TIME.
I'm afraid to lose you. Yes i DEFINATELY am. Losing someone close overnight is a horrible thing to happen. It happened to me before and I won't want that to repeat again. You need assurance but I wasn't able to provide so, I'll just let time do the talking then =). I believe it will be enough.
Okie ba, I think I'm starting to be heading to lalaland because it's already like 5.12am. Man, I took so long to do a blog nowadays. Im getting old. CRAP.
O ya, by the way, thank you for picking me up after work without fail. It's something that no one actually did it without fail before. =))
Love ya lots baby, Muackies.
Lights Out. Zzzzz
Work had been suxy. It's so bad till I don't even feel like going to work anymore. Well, basically, i don't look forward to working and I'm not motivated to work by the people there anymore. Especially the fattest bitch there. They are just such a turn off. A major one though.
Corny and I are doing great, or rather, AWESOME! ha! I'm feeling happy that things are going well and my parents had actually agreed to meet him.
A note to the maize in my life:
I'm really happy to meet the first 'gay' guy whom I actually fell for. Well, it's rather amazing how things actually turned out the way that it currently is. I still remember the first time we met when I thought that you're a gay and no way will I ever be with such a person. However, to my surprise, you actually became the magical guy in my pathetic life who made me comforted. To be honest, I do not have the feeling of you suddenly MIA-ing on me or doing any stupid things to make me pissed off or whatsoever. I never had the fear of waking up one day or after a day of work and not able to see you waiting for me by your bike and smiling at me.
I'm sorry if I'm not able to reassure you on this relationship. I know that it totally suxs not to be able to have like a warranty for anything and you're just commiting yourself without knowing what the future holds and stuffs. Well, obviously, I sux at talking about such issues in front of you, so i'm just gonna like type it out here or something.
Being able to be with you and realising that you're actually a man is the happiest thing to happen to me after almost 2 suxy years of my life. With this statement, I can proudly say that, I'm definately going to put in more than 100% of my effort to make this thing work. Of course, both of us are still human at the end of the day and we do have mood swings. Pardon me if i were to be a bitch most of the times and naggy. At times, I'm just insensitive. So, im so so sorry if i were to offend you like BIG TIME.
I'm afraid to lose you. Yes i DEFINATELY am. Losing someone close overnight is a horrible thing to happen. It happened to me before and I won't want that to repeat again. You need assurance but I wasn't able to provide so, I'll just let time do the talking then =). I believe it will be enough.
Okie ba, I think I'm starting to be heading to lalaland because it's already like 5.12am. Man, I took so long to do a blog nowadays. Im getting old. CRAP.
O ya, by the way, thank you for picking me up after work without fail. It's something that no one actually did it without fail before. =))
Love ya lots baby, Muackies.
Lights Out. Zzzzz
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