Beautiful Day

As usual, it has been awhile since i last updated you.

What is new in my life?

ALOT OF THINGS.

Almost everything in my life has been new.
I'm kindda going through a detox plan.
Glad to say it's working awesomely well.

Today we went to p.ubin.

After two months of no exercises, 5 hours of intensive cycling really seemed to kill me quite abit.
Not only that, seeing people feeding the wild animals is totally so not healthy. It really made my mood swing.

The quarry is the most beautiful place at ubin! The water is actually blue in colour!
The rocks and stones actually blend in beautifully together with the water and it is really a magnificent sight to behold, especially when the colour combination looks so great.

Dogs were all around us when we were having lunch and obviously, lunch was FANTASTIC. The fried kampong chicky and fried sotong really melts my heart and for once, I finished my lunch. Yummy-Yummmmm!!

The cycle to the other part of the island is the killer and it totally murdered me. I saw many hornbills today as well and I finally get to know that you can find white bellied sea eagles here in singapore.

We stayed till late. We slacked at the chalet, spending time playing volley and disturbing fishes in the lagoon. It great to spend quality private time together at such great ambiance places. The only turnoff: the unending amount of blood sucker, the mosquitoes.

I enjoyed my day alot though it is a rather physical tormenting one.
I wish to go there once more! =)

I AM GETTING SO BORED AT WORK... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

This is seriously a killer. With me myself cooped up in my small room.

Headaches and weird stuffs will visit me here.

One more thing..

O ya, let's refresh my life together alright?

I need you with me.

Need you to help me.

=)

Guess this is for you.

Hey sweets,

I had been thinking about things lately while you're not here with me.

How people are against us. How much more I need to know about you.

I don't know, everything.

I am having lots of thoughts up my huge brain.

A lot of thoughts which I can't explain.

What I can conclude is that.

I care about you.

I want you safe.

I want you with me.

I want to know more about you.

Come back safe each time you go away alright?

I appreciate that.

Thank you.

The 2nd day

It is really funny how life actually takes you on a trip.

Up and down it goes, just like how a roller coaster takes you.

I don't know why am I feeling like how am I feeling now.

Now, I feel like going on a trip. Maybe for a month or so just to 'refresh' my life abit.

Keep all those wanted friends, banish all those who ain't worthy to be kept.

Just be by myself, maybe with him as well, but DEFINITELY not with my family.

Yesterday, someone hollered at me.

This is in regards to how I pushed the blame to him and stuffs like that.

Hmmm.

Well kiddo, I guess that's life.

I can't relate to you nor comment on anything that you said because it's purely not what I am expecting from a grown up man.

I am just purely speechless.

I don't appreciate name calling as well if you don't mind and you do know what I am sensitive to yet you just went on with it.

Your actions doesn't tally with your saintly talks anyway if you realise.

So, I don't know.

I'll just treat it as memories instead.


To him, Lord, please bless him and take care of him. It ain't fun to be in that kindda place. Amen.

I hate my future being revealed to me.

Ain't all these supposed to be part of life?

So as to be able to learn something out from it?

I hate my life.

It has already been revealed.

New start

This is a rather special month.

I've found a really unique one.

And I am really happy that things are looking so well as the time pass.

I know that he'll always be there for me whenever I need him. Except in his sleep.

Love you lots sweetheart.